November 2011
1 post
I hate feminism.
Do I take advantage of going to college and being in a science career? Yes. Do I want gender roles to be different? Nope.
August 2011
6 posts
ahoyylloh:
Depression sucks.
I seriously feel like shit. Nothing is making my mood change and I just want to disappear.
I don’t feel like dealing with myself right now or the fact that no one cares.
So, goodnight.
I love you forever and ever and we just need to be in each other’s lives so much more.
1 tag
Because I'm honest on tumblr?
Let’s play “Never Have I Ever”. Cross out all of the things that you have done. You might just see that there are people just like you out there.
Sexual
Never have I ever kissed a girl.
Never have I ever kissed a boy.
Never have I ever received/given a blowjob, hand job, eating out.
Never have I ever had sex.
Never have I ever fallen in love.
Never have I ever cheated on someone.
Never...
11 tags
July 2011
2 posts
Found my brother's tumblr
It is super revealing and depressing. I need to watch True Blood.
May 2011
6 posts
Anonymous asked: What year in college are you?
I really just wrote down a bunch of things I need to remember to be a classy lady.
tumblrbot asked: WHAT IS YOUR EARLIEST HUMAN MEMORY?
Let's get classy
Things change, now.
I hate college
I realized last night that I carry around all this hurt and abandonment around with me. College has stolen away everyone who I have ever loved. Friends and boys.
The people I used to spend every minute possible with, the ones who would come to my house and drive me around every where just because have now disappeared.
Now I’m left with mediocre people who honestly could care less if I was...
April 2011
9 posts
This is my crying face.
Forgotten
I feel completely forgotten about.
I was on this ride with everyone else, but someone else was driving and they left me somewhere on the side of the road.
It’s a pattern in my life, that I seem to follow quite faithfully.
I never do the leaving, always the left.
Abandoned.
The pattern stops now.
I’ll stop trusting people. I’m not letting anyone in now. I hate getting...
Facebook
officially deleted. It’s nice to be distraction free. There is much to much going on in my life.
March 2011
2 posts
Being sick and dying and skyping with Peru and Rhino is quite interesting.
I think I’m actually enjoying it. oddly…
FUCK YOU FEVER, SEVEN STRAIGHT FUCKING DAYS IS TOO LONG!!!!
Basically
I hate everything I’ve ever posted on tumblr.
Including this.
August 2010
3 posts
I need a best friend, STAT.
An outsider
in my own home. i have returned after wandering. yet i really have not made a true journey back. people file in happy to be in a grand home welcoming me home. i find myself cold. shivering in my own winter. i see a sign on my house no one else sees. the gentle breeze elevates the noise of the creaking porch. the shadows are ready to swallow me and the words condemmed are written in my own blood...
July 2010
17 posts
I seemed to have spilled a cup of tea
Though someone hit rewind, and I watched the debacle unfold all over again, Now I find myself back, with a full cup. A wide smile; excitement burns for the days ahead. Joy encompassing as it rightfully should. I rest. Deeply satisfied I find peace within the turmoil. Someone has pressed rewind. My world has been righted, rerouted from the alternate universe I seemed to have fallen into. Now to...
Fuck Today
Fuck the last year and few months of my life.
Fuck not being able to change my damn password
Fuck having to care
Fuck my selfishness
Fuck ultimatums.
Fuck you not trusting me.
Fuck it all.
Thats all I have to say about that.
400th post
Let me just say that I love panera.
Thank you tumblr for being the one place I can be honest.
I wish I was going into college right now.
Obsession of the Moment: Creating a financial plan for my future.
http://jimmyjohns.com →
hellohollsey:
I want to start packing and live in my non-cluttered room for a month.
That’s all.
I hope I don’t forget anything.
Good Luck. I just did that with my room three weeks ago, put everything in boxes and the rest stored out of sight at home… and I’m not even leaving for another year!
Inception
basically scared the shit out of me.
I can’t handle that creepy stuff especially when I’m having a bad day.
It makes me go mentally insane for the day.
Fucked Up Day....
Thats about all there is to it.
So life is obnoxious I guess...
Anonymous asked: Do you like girls?
I watch way to much HGTV
I’m obsessed with design and style of everything and anything. Especially when it has an organized function.
On Another note:
I’m overly ambitious in the summer trying to prepare myself to apply to colleges. Wrote all the avaliable deadlines of schools I want to apply to. Looked at a few scholorships… now to actually get some shit done.
p.s. tumblr I have missed you, I don’t know that you care but I’ve missed you.
Happiness in July
My AP scores made me so happy today! 5 in history
4 in English
and a shocking 3 in science. I learned that course in two weeks.
DAMN. I’m impressed with myself. Most colleges accept those levels.
I’m officially ranked as an AP Scholar.
Who knew school could make me happy in the middle of July!
June 2010
1 post
So I haven't been writing for a long time. I've...
Every morning she woke up and polished her treasured vase. The glassy surface wasn’t transparent but molded in such a way that it is strikingly beautiful from the outside. brushed strokes of deep blues and purples blended together and gold etchings embellished stories. She kept her vase hidden. It was her most prized possession and also the most secret. Those stories were hers and hers...
May 2010
2 posts
Gotta love
sitting in Digital Electronics and doing tutorials…
BLAH. Least Ryan O. is here to entertain!
April 2010
7 posts
