Do I take advantage of going to college and being in a science career? Yes.
Do I want gender roles to be different? Nope. 

ahoyylloh:

Depression sucks.

I seriously feel like shit. Nothing is making my mood change and I just want to disappear.

I don’t feel like dealing with myself right now or the fact that no one cares.

So, goodnight.

I love you forever and ever and we just need to be in each other’s lives so much more.

Let’s play “Never Have I Ever”. Cross out all of the things that you have done. You might just see that there are people just like you out there.

Sexual

• Never have I ever kissed a girl.
• Never have I ever kissed a boy.
• Never have I ever received/given a blowjob, hand job, eating out.
• Never have I ever had sex.
• Never have I ever fallen in love.
• Never have I ever cheated on someone.
• Never have I ever been cheated on.

Life

• Never have I ever gotten into a fight.
• Never have I ever done something illegal.
• Never have I ever gotten wasted.
• Never have I ever used an illegal drug.
• Never have I ever snuck out.
• Never have I ever stolen something
• Never have I ever vandalized something.
• Never have I ever lost a family member due to death.
• Never have I ever been in a life or death situation.
• Never have I ever been arrested.
• Never have I ever been fired from a job.

Emotions

• Never have I ever been kept up at night due to guilt. 
• Never have I ever laughed so hard I cried.
• Never have I ever been abused physically.
• Never have I ever cried myself to sleep.
• Never have I ever wished that I was someone else.
• Never have I ever wanted to kill myself.
• Never have I ever tried to kill myself.
• Never have I ever felt like an outcast.
• Never have I ever wanted to do something just so I would fit in.
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Friendships

• Never have I ever ruined my friendship with someone.
• Never have I ever had a friend leave me for other people.
• Never have I ever been kicked out of a friend group.
• Never have I ever wanted to fuck one of my friends.
• Never have I ever been friendless.

School

• Never have I ever failed a test.
• Never have I ever cut class.
• Never have I ever had to eat alone.
• Never have I ever failed a course.
• Never have I ever been suspended.
• Never have I ever received detention.
• Never have I ever dropped out of school.

It is super revealing and depressing. 

I need to watch True Blood.